Oi, stop using foul language or I'll give you one!
At the moment I am of the mindset that having a nice car is not the way to go. At least maybe having my old bubble back will help me with driving confidence (have only driven twice since accident and panic attacks both times) and then I can maybe save some money and have a rethink about a nice F when I am feeling better.
I really did love my F but she has caused so much heartbreak.